who you are...

Say tomorrow I called you,
asked you for some help.
Would you even answer,
or would I be all by myself?
Once we were so close,
inceperable, I'd say.
But now it is like we never knew,
each other just one day.
You used to say, you wanted me,
more than I could know.
now you say, I don't want you,
you deserve more than I can show.
I wanted you so dearly,
I thought a choice like that was mine.
But once again you chose for me,
because you thoughtI was weak at times.
I have the strength to go on living,
but is that what I want?
To find a lover elsewhere,
be alone for right now.
Give up on all our good times,
and never question how.
How our love got this way,
how you gave up way too soon.
How your mood it really changes,
with a shift in the tides and the moon.
Will you love me tomorrow,
I am not sure if I can say.
But I do know you'll come running back,
and it will be too late on that day.
You chose to run away from me,
to give me up for good.
All for just some selfish reasons,
That I never understood.
I gave up what I knew in life,
to let you show me more.
But you pushed me away,
and slammed shut that open door.
I loved you once very much,
before I knew who you really were.
Now I hate who you are,
because you are worthless "fo sho."

Blondie