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Begging for respect,
wanting to be heard.
From your mouth,
I've not heard a truthful word.
You were someone I thought I loved,
but now I know your not.
I used to want to be with you,
and give you all I've got.
I wish I never met you,
never gave you half a chance.
Because you are so wicked,
and can never take a stand.
We used to be so close,
until you pushed me far away.
Now you give me nothing,
not even the time of day.
Shows not only me,
the nothing that you are.
But everyone who reads this,
the people close and very far.
I never knew that hate,
would be such a big part of my life.
I guess I should have thought about that,
before I agreed to be your wife.
I would not give you anything,
even if I could.
You could be hurt and lonely,
and I would walk away, just like I should.
You made me feel emotion,
I never thought I would.
And I wouldn't let you take that back,
even if you could.
Because deep down I enjoy,
hating you today.
That raw hard emotion,
I wouldn't have it any other way.

Blondie