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Realizations

I am lost aimlessly in this life.
I have looked for you for an eternity.
But you are gone
As the day becomes night,
And I watch the stars,
A tear streams own my face.
Though before me you stood a long time ago,
You were never truly there.
Your heart was never committed like mine.
Though it hurts to realize this,
It is a blessing in disguise.

Until Then,

Blondie

LOVE

I have played the game and lost,
yet lost the game and won.
In the end it hurt so bad,
but still I had so much fun.
I loved the hated often,
and hated the loved too much.
To find that true love I wanted,
that hot and tingly touch.
I loved the wrong person,
yet once again.
Is love a game of trial and error,
you can never win?
I've had my share of good times,
too many of the bad.
Just looking for that true love,
I have always wanted so bad.
I close my eyes to remember,
all that we used to have.
It was all just a dream,
I never really had.
When I awake from this nightmare,
I bow my head to pray.
Thank you Lord for what I have,
I wouldn't have it any other way.
For the hard times make us stronger,
the good times make us weak.
Yet we never really find the answer,
to what it is we seek.
It's that way for a reason,
soon we all will know.
For when we meet our maker,
the answers he will show.
Until then we have to deal,
with all life throws our way.
Using our morals as a guide,
each and every day.

Blondie

Daughter

Many sleepless nights,
I have spent being alone.
But now I have a daughter,
each and every night to hold.
I love her more than life,
more than anyone could know.
Besides another mother,
who has their own to hold.
She looks at we with wonder,
and sparkles in her eyes.
She knows not the creul hard world,
just flowers and butterflies.
She gives me innocence,
I once had lost along the way.
And for that I will always love her,
each and every single day.

*a poem about my daughters gifts to me

Blondie

If I had wings (published)

If I had wings, I'd fly away;
but only,closer to you.
Lying in your arms,
for just a week or two.
If I had wings,I'd reach the moon;i
n a single day.
But please don't worry,
beside me is where you'd stay.
If I had wings, I'd be free;t
o do whatever I please.
But I don't,and I have you;
and that's better,than any wings could be.
Copyright ©2006

Blondie

Love (Published)

Love is like a candleburning in the night
and if I had you I wouldn't have a single burning fright.
So hold me close and want me
and never let me go.
Because I will love you forever
that is why I wrote this poem.
Copyright ©2006

Blondie

Never Give Up (Published)

I used to lie and wonder,
if there was a true love.
I wondered if God could even hear me,
if he listened from up above.

I knew that time was a virtue,
and things could and would change.
It just all seemed so useless,
with all the darkness, clouds, and rain.

Even though I waited long,
and traveled a tathered road.
I finally found that love,
and it is strong and very bold.

The moral of the story,
is to never give up at all.
Because behind all the cold hearts,
is a lover down for it all.
Copyright ©2006

Blondie